Every week, for an hour on Saturday- I get to experience group Rainbow Magic. It’s an energy healing kind of thing faciliated by my friend Aubin. I love people that are unashamed about the magic that they have inside of them, and that honor their gifts and use them. He is one of the most magical people I know. Every week he offers a free group session and what people do is offer up somethings that they want to let go of and what they want to trade it in for. For example, to let go of feeling distracted and unmotivated about a specific project and to call in joy and energy towards it. But on Saturday it went deep. It went to the roots of things, and we connected with inner children within us that began to believe things that still form roots of beliefs now. We went to a place where I was able to bask in the feeling of excited anticipation to get moving- to do what I’m meant to do. And then a few days after that- the results of the 2024 election were announced.
I felt sick. I cried. I felt burdened and something much more that disappointment and grief. But then I remembered that this aligns with the purpose of this website. And it aligns with the inner child healing. It is stoking the fire of the awakening- to tell the stories with a sense of urgency. We’re here to lift up those who are feeling hopeless. We’re here to tell our stories and save lives. We’re here to wake up with the ability to choose healing and to live and breathe that healing for others to see.
I’m kind of aware of how this might come across as word salad, but something that I am doing much too often is waiting too long to share something, because I want it to be good enough. I let myself procrastinate and I don’t give the chance to let words be. So I will let these words be and hope your heart feels some understanding of what I’m feeling.
Thank you for reading my words.